Sunday, January 18, 2009

Im in the mist of my exams. Just wanna write down some stuff before i forget them. LoL. for the past few months (since before i left), papa has been having these spells and they've become incresingly frequent. He got his blood and heart checked and the doctors said whatever that is causing them arent related to his heart/blood. So, the doctors suggested him to go for a brain scan. Stubbornly, as always, papa refused to go. Since he wouldn't listen to my pleas, i email-ed all of my brothers concering our "situation". Alhamdulillah, papa got lectured by Danny. haha! (so love him for that). Well, nways. I've been happy the whole day since mama said papa agreed to go on tuesday! yay!

and uhm. i was talking to mama. saying how i feel old and all since i'll be turning 20 this year. there's no more -teen in my age! and u know what she said? "you're still under my care". HAHAHAAHHAHAHA. uhm. lol. HAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA ;D

oh! i might have just figured out what i want to do in life. im learning about engines now and i sorta like it. Since bath has an affiliation with Rolce Royce, i have a good chance of getting a job with them. I can only pray for that day.

Nways, I'm getting overly excited to Aznal coming to study here in england next year :D and and anddd we're *talking*!! lol. dont understand? nvm :P uhm. and i want to go to japan while mama and papa are visiting danny :( 600 pounds wooo!!!! i guess i can afford it but its STILL expensive. gah! going to lyle's place is cheaper though. 300 pounds. i need to decide by the 27th Jan which is when the sale ends. i miss mama and papa terribly ;/


ps. the e-mail i send the brothers;

Hey, you guys.

I just wanted to make sure that everyone knows about papa's current condition. For the last few months (since before i left malaysia), papa has been having these spells where everything just blacks out (or was it everything was spinning around?) and i think it is becoming more frequent.

He's gone to the doctors for a check up and got his blood tested. The doctors couldnt figure anything out but they were sure it has nothing to do with his blood or heart. The doctor suggested him to go get a brain scan as it may be neurological. I'm not sure what papa is thinking, either he doesn't care or he's afraid, he still refuses to go and see the doctors.

The way i see it, this does not only affect him but us, as his family, as well. Not only is he endangering himself but those around him as well since there were several incidents where the spells occured while he was driving. Alhamdulillah, all the while it happened before, it was when there were no cars around and he was able to just break and stop the car in the middle of the road. Im afraid, since he's responsible of driving the family around (and very frequently), his luck will run out and the spells can cause a car crash or anything worse.

I know papa can be stubborn at times but i hope, with everyone's pleas and rationalisations, we can persuade him to get a check up. I really am worried and its hard to talk to him while i'm here. evrytime i try to talk to him about it on skype he ignores me(eg. just leaving the room). This though, will not make me stop trying.

So hopefully, by now everyone should be aware of our current situation and try to help him go through whatever it is he is going through.



Truly concerned,
Kara

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