Tuesday, September 30, 2008

i know this is silly but i get sad when i see msn is empty sometimes. hmph.
everyone's gone back for raya
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ps. Raya's today! lol. a day earlier than in Malaysia. So Selamat Hari Raya to all. and Maaf Zahir Batin okays?? ^^

oh oh. and the canteen serves halal chicken. yeay! (just found out. huhu. had chinese chicken curry. not bad. its a bit bland compared to Malay curry though. new menu everyday! so dont mind)

kawa Boo! blogged at 9:29 am

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Monday, September 29, 2008

FIRST DAY OF CLASS



....it was great! well, compared to my other days here it was. Started of by sahur-ing at 3am while lana temaning me on msn. Then back to bed only to wake up at 7. Watched a movie on the lappy (no reservations) then got ready for class. First class was at 9.15. i stalked this guy who had the same class as me cause i didnt know the way. ahahhaha. sat next to this shy Chinese (from china) guy and ended up leaving together for the next class. There, we grouped up with this other Chinese guy and this British muslim. They were nice. Had to brainstorm on how to shuffle cards using one hand. started off feeling intimidated but it was ok i guess. can see the Brits had the upper hand since they're use to the activity.



Then, had a 3 hour break and met up for computer class. i left my room early since i didn't know my way. Was the 1st to reach class. But the 2nd was the Muslim Brit guy i was talking about. we ended up chatting for 20 mins before class started. He really is nice. we helped each other out during the whole class. There was like 40 students and one teacher... so yeah, the teacher barely paid attention to us and he was going so fast! Well nways, headed to the university hall for maths. He helped open the door and all. hehe. i miss aznal doing all the gentlemen things men do. lol. we sat somewhere in the middle then this 2 other malay girls joined us. GREAT! They said there's a bunch of malays doing mkn2 on raya night (weds). I'll be going so I'm so excited! well, not like they'll be my new best friends or anything but at least i get to know more ppl which is good.

After that, me and the Brit guy decided to go for the society fair tomorrow together since i wouldn't wanna go alone. It's the least i can do since i didn't sign up to anything during the sports fair earlier today. Sorry papa :P Headed back to the dorm. and in the lift, this guy talked to me. BAHAAHAHAHAHA. so comell laaarr ^^ but obviously he was just being nice since there was just the 2 of us in the lift and there was like awkward silence. hmph.

skyped with mama, msn-ed with nikiee and aznal then made rice and heated up chicken curry for buka. i even got to chat with my neighbour in the kitchen. Fang's from China too. I'm excited to make more friends. CANT WAIT!

I'll keep posting but ps/i got my first homework today. i hafta do a website. hmph. and the due date's in 2 months! pelik - -

kawa Boo! blogged at 7:02 pm

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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Alright.. to my relatives who are reading this. I actually hid this blog from u guys. HAHAAHHAH. sorry la. but since papa requested (thanks to uncle ghafar) me to do my blog for him to read, im un-hiding this blog. sorry for any vulgar words or anything cause as u can imagine, this is sorta my output for all the things i feel. frustration, boredom, home sick, so yeah.. i'm just saying whatever i post but it's not the REAL me. its a way of me keeping my sanity here... 7000km away from home :)


So. Last Thursday started of pretty normal. Ibu came and made opor (SUPER SEDAPP!! :9) and croquette. It was so nice of her. She even cried when we hugged and said our goodbyes which is totally unexpected. Then A. Maznah and Shazna dropped by with shepard's pie and brownies. Banyak giler and sedap!! But By then i was busy puting my stuff from one bag to another since the first one was kindda jammed. So nways, found out from them that their relative Ozair (my senior in Kg Tunku) is taking the same flight as me. Yay! He's like the it guy in primary school. Smart, Ketua Pengawas, PTS, and not forgetting good looking. Well, lets just say he had the whole sha-bang! A. Saaniah dropped by. Helped me pack since i kindda just dump everything into the bag (which she then took back out and folded. THANK YOU AUNTY!) he he he.



Then left for KLIA and bukak-ed on the way. Aznal, nikiee and shiewa followed but was in Aznal's mini cooper. Reached KLIA and then met up with Ozhair (ookaaayy... wasnt the face i remembered. but still SUPER nice. He must be super smart as well since he's taking med at bristol. He helped me all the way till the bus stands. Helped me with the tickets and got me a free sim. so sweet ^^)

pictures in KLIA :



okay. I've been trying to put up pictures of the family but cant. sigh - -

I'll ask nik later who to do it. The pictures on the left was edited, courtesy of my baby, nikiee X)








Well, got onto the plane, it was cozy! business class. huhu. but the first hour = i was clueless. Everyone else must've been season travelers since i had to copy off them to know how to use what. hahahaha. high technology for old people :p (well, there's rarely young ppl who's rich, huh) The ride was a bit bumpy but otherwise it went smoothly.

Landed, went through a series of tunnels and curves, reached the bus station, Ozair helped getting me tickets. Waited for 3 hours for the bus to come (Ozair left about an hour earlier) and the bus ride was 2.5 hours. The coach trip was nice. Saw shops, bed and breakfasts, green lawn where people had picnics, cthere were car shops, and agiculture. hahahaaha. LOADS of agriculture near the highway. Anyways, reached the city of bath. Had no clue of what to do but had no time to panic cause the weather was GREAT! sunny and cooling! i remembered the smell like it was in US. huhu. Last2.. i hesitantly (to those who dont know me well i hate talking to people i dont know including when asking for directions, calling up a stranger for questions etc.) went to a guy and asked the way to get a bus to the university. He gave directions then i hopped onto the bus with two HUGE luggages in my hand. penat - - i just stood in the bus just hoping i'll miraculously know where to get off. I could feel bubbles of panic was starting to emerge then i remembered! there should be signs of the university. DUH! lol. panic is bad for u. tsk.

Got off the bus and thats when EVERYTHING started going down hill. i had a map and had to find the accommodation office to get my keys. Everyone there seemed they didnt care that i looked lost and was having 50plus kgs of luggage. so i lugged it around (jauh) the campus. Finally i wanted to give up.... but didnt know how. ahahahahah. well, ironically i cant give up cause there was no way to. omg i dreaded that feeling. lost. alone. confused. feeble. i wanted to cry but didnt want to give them the pleasure of it. So i finally LEFT (mama jgn marah. i had to) my luggage in front of a police car. hahahaha. and walked with my handbag searching for my keys. i used my map and finally found it. thank god for my good directions. lol. The guy at the office where i got my keys was nice enuff to show me the next place i needed to go to register. when all was done, headed to my room. it's cozy. with a nice view since i'm on the highest floor. cried a lil to get the edge off then went to buy cables to get access to the internet in my room.

Skype-d with the family, nik, aznal, then headed out to my department for registration of a diff kind. Had a meeting about room rules then met this bulgarian girl named monika. She's nice. Went back to my room and continued onlining and then unpacked and slept for 10 hours ^^

woke up at 7. looked out and the view was basicly foggy. LAWAAA.. the uni is actually on top of the hill and it's lovely. straight away online-d and chatted with aznal. he he he. half way through they had a fire drill. tsk! changed into better looking pants got my coat and ran down to the assembly point. saw some malaysian but didnt get to make contact. was busy freezing my butt off. lol. i might just say hi the next time i see them.

so... opened an account but i have to go to the city to put in money. hah. i dont wanna get lost so i think ill wait till i have friends. (currently. like now... i smell kfc! Aghhh...!! i'm not in the city so cant find halal meat) tsk.

went to the shops on campus and looked for frozen food. found cheese and onion pie which was on sale for 1pound since it expires that day itself. hahah. it was good but towards the end muak. it was pretty big for a pie. that was my first meal since... 38 hours? lol. it was good.

been skype-ing with mama, nikiee and aznal everyday now. tomorrow my class starts. hope i can make new friends.

well.. been blabbing to know what ive been thru. one thing i hafta say though... other than the ppl generally, services (cashiers, bus drivers, teachers etc) ARE SUPER FRIENDLY! makes me glad im here since malaysian services REALLy needs an upgrade. they kept saying things like lovely. ahahhaha. comel ^^

kawa Boo! blogged at 8:19 am

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

i miss you. i miss being together, hanging out. i miss home. this goes to everyone i care. My ma, My pa, My whole family, nikiee, aznal, shiewa, * azmeh, cha... everyone. I'm glad all of you were there to send me off (well, azmeh called? cha was busy kot. lol. got fb!). Meant a lot to me.

nikiee: I'm glad we got over our stupid fight. we shouldn't leave things like that. I'm happy u were there for me.. no matter what. and the car lifts. the chocs. ahhahahaha. all those things u 'didn't mind' which u wrote on ur blog. lol.

aznal: i miss u like.. loads. I'm so thankful we didn't end things. We've grown so much closer and honest that it just makes me happy that I'm yours. i love u

mama papa: i know i cry a lot but I'll try to stop for ur sakes. Thanks for everything you've done for me. I'd never be here if it weren't for u. the scholarship, the cash, the guidance. sorry for all the wrongs Ive done. i know i can be hard to put up with at times. i really am sorry and wished u could read this. *tear-ing*

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:57 am

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I'm tear-ing. because? u wouldn't of guessed it. my very own baby. yeah, I'm like shoan now.

wow.

thanks.

kawa Boo! blogged at 5:02 pm

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i can pick up my visa today

X)

kawa Boo! blogged at 2:30 am

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i have mood swings. No. Not the marah marah one. But the one where one minute I'm happy, one minute I'm emo, one minute I'm excited, one minute I'm sad... etc. don't ask me why baby, iono why.

kawa Boo! blogged at 2:54 pm

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Went out with aznal the whole day today.

Started off pretty hectic. I was late for about 40 minutes while he was lost in pj trying to look for me and then ended up waiting for me outside my house while i dressed up. he he. Sorry baby. So decided to give him his 'present' today instead of when i leave to make it up to him. To my surprise he had a present for me too. He gave me a rose (which i thought looked plastic but it couldn't be?) and he said "My love for you will die when this flower dies". I was like.. "Huh? But roses only lasts for like 3 days". Then he was like "Tengok la what i gave you". Only then did i realise that it is in fact PLASTIC (note that i didn't use the word fake). hahahahaha. Well, not the typical gift I'd expect but it was sweet and corny. I guess u can say it's sorta original. It made me feel weird but i liked it.

So we left for curve. Didn't have the chance to meet up with nikiee. She'd be busy looking for chik's present, with the family dinner tonight and plus aznal hates parking at ou. Watched pathology which wasn't bad. Him being as he was, was really sweet and charming and all that other mushy things which i love. He almost slept halfway through the movie, when these 2 chicks started kissing. Well, lets just say he wasn't sleepy anymore after THAT! hahahaha. Guess it's typical. I don't know why guys see it as hot though.

NWAYS! Went back to his car to put my book (which i bought at borders earlier) and ended up lying in our seats for about an hour in the car, talking, while waiting for buka. LAPARRR!!! hahahahah. It was nice. Pretty much the best part of the date. Then headed out to Friday's but it was full so decided to go to Tony Roma's since he wanted ribs. Of all the things that could happen, we bumped into his uncle and aunt at the main desk where they were reserving seats. Felt a lil awkward i guess. Smiled here, smiled there and we made it through.

We finally had our seats. I saw this empty round table RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. Like... direct view. I said to aznal "Wouldn't it be so awkward if ur uncle and aunt ate at that table. hahahahaha. SO AWKWARD!!" and then tadaaa... there they were. Together with aznal's 2 cousins. Great - - The uncle was nice though. He made gestures saying he wont say a thing(the locked lips move). By this time aznal wasn't as lovey-dovey as his lovey-dovey self. hahahha. Guess he felt the pressure or something. Well, had an ok dinner. Food was good. The both of us was a bit tamak at first but ended up (i)me not going to delicious for dessert and (ii)him not finishing my pasta like he said he would. ahahhaha. tamak X) inevitably, he said he was gonna miss me and I think that pretty much made me feel... agh...

Headed home after that. Somehow I felt like not talking. Felt sleepy and sappy. So the ride home was just a total silence. Aznal didn't help by putting on the music loudly. I was feeling sad i guess. Dah la i wasn't into the songs he was listening. So yeah... not a great ride home. He sent me to my gate and tadaa... am at home.

Grandma was home with aunts and family. Aunty maznah, shazna and all drop by. Haven't seen them for soo long! They're such nice ppl. Well, so. In conclusion... I feel sappy. I miss everyone. I miss aznal. Wished the night ended a lil better. Sigh. Goodnight baby

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:00 pm

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

One thing i miss about blogging is bitching online. well, not bitching but more of an output. lol.

So, first thing's first. Im not
(i)getting my visa today and thus,
(ii)my flight will be postponed till God knows when and inevitably,
(iii)Im gonna miss Fresher's Week (when you're suppose to be making friends and not be left out),
(iv)my induction (where they're suppose to tell me all the basic things i need to know about my course) and last but not least,
(v)my free university ride to well.. the university, duh. Looks like I'll be taking the public transport from the airport. alone. sigh - -

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:21 pm

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I'm yawning. I'm sleepy... but im stubborn enough to not sleep. So... guess why I'm here. Easy. I promised Nik I would start blogging again if i go to UK. So here I am, resurrecting my old college english assignment blog. (OMG SAYA NGANTUKKK!!) Nways. current crisis.. i wanna go out and see all my close friends and spend time with them but at the same time not leave my family at home. Can ah? lol. I (already) miss nikiee.. baby.. shiewa.. chazmeh.. omg. i miss all of YOU!!!! i want one-on-ones with all of you. It sorta sucks that I'm running out of time. Ironicly though, my flight is suppose to be in 2 days and tomorrows my last chance to get my visa or else I'll hafta postpone my flight and miss fresher's week AND get charged for postponing the flight. sheesh! I dont think i really want what i wished for early on this week. Sigh - -"

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:21 pm

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