Friday, February 27, 2009

i just wanna cry and get it over with.

;((((

kawa Boo! blogged at 5:15 pm

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on a dare... this is how i looked like going to class wearing a french-y hat ;)



*cam whoring continues*



kawa Boo! blogged at 1:09 pm

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nikiee's leaving for australia this saturday.....
iono. i just cant help but feel ugh. its stupid. i know. i keep being reminded of it.

i already miss u now baby. i somehow will miss u more when u leave... i didn't know that was possible ;/

kawa Boo! blogged at 1:22 am

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

this is so effing cool!!! i've got 3 flight tickets and one more on the way! hoho. now all the problem is how to cramp it all up;

28march - 18april : london - chicago (lyle's place)
12june - 30sept : london - kl (home)

*nikiee will be back during my bday week - need to be home*

29july - 2aug : family vacation to bali. omg! wth?? since when MY family with 60 yr old parents ever have vacations other than pd, genting or cameron? lolololol. cool!!

super excited! but uhm. 3 weeks in japan. howw??? where laa to put in! i wanna be home during puasa ;((

dammit. im gonna ask mama if i can cramp it on the 14th of june to 5th of july. haha! a weekend at home and then im off to japan for 3 weeks! :D

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:55 am

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

*mixed emotions*

just found out from mama that lyana(lyana being my 21 year old niece who is turning 22 in July 09') adopted a baby boy. the hospital where her mom goes to to get uhm. medical attention? and stuff (she's diabetic) said there was a baby boy whom the parents left for almost 2 weeks (indonesian mom and bangladeshian dad). and the hospital was about to send him for adoption which is tough on the baby i guess. having to keep changing carers and all. nways. the nurses were trying to persuade lyana's mom at first but since lyana was with the mom at the moment, i guess the baby caught lyana's attention instead. she hid the fact for well, 2 months or so from everyone and finally everyone knew when she visited mama and all the family members were there. walao! i can imagine the aunts and uncle going berzerk!

well, mama as she innocently is thinks it's good for her if she wants to. *or something like that* uhm. ok. pros and cons people. they're in almost every situation! and well, she's already put the baby's name in hers so i guess there's no use in re-inforcing the cons. should be more of solutions we're talking about? uhm. but babies babies babies... they get harder to take care of as they grow old. education. adding another mouth to food where their appetite increases as they grow old. uhm. but mama says she'll take it as it comes along.. just like any other new mother would. i guess we as her family... all we can do is to be supportive.

i REALLY wanna say out the cons but well, yeah. lyana would have to overcome them later on i guess. got a picture of her. she looks happy. and seems to be coping. which is good.



the baby



from what mama tells me, kak mai (lyana's mom) doesnt like the baby. and doesnt even help looks after him and what not. i think that's not fair. shouldn't she be supportive? i mean, even tsara (kak mai's adopted daughter) was helped taken care of by lyana. *sigh*


wish u all the luck and strength lyana. u'll need it. but i am in a way, happy for u. i know what it's like to take care of a baby(2 actually. haha). the joy they give you. seeing them grow up. especially if it's your own (not a sister. lol). just hope i wont eat my words if things starts to go downhill. get a stable job. thats the best thing for now that u can do, i think. you can't afford to lose ur source of income. god bless

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:24 am

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Friday, February 20, 2009

nikiee baby got an offer to rmit! woohoo!!!!

kawa Boo! blogged at 12:48 pm

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

this is so cool! my standard 1 crush (first real crush wey!) was going through "srk kg tunku" group in his fb and then added me up! he looks uhm. different in some ways? but still cute. lol. and well, we started talking and found out that he's studying accounts (like aznal) in ACCA (well, the future aznal will study in london too)! hoho. so cool!! i can add another name to my patheticly short list of friends from pj living in the UK ;D

well, excluding bath friends that is. hehe.

ps.skyped with lana, rina and maksu earlier today. FINALLY! THEY HAVE SKYPE! hehe. can webcam more often ;)

kawa Boo! blogged at 9:22 pm

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

nikiee's baby is leaving for aust later tonight. omg. baby... are u gonna be okay?? wish i could comfort u, hug u, say its all gonna be alright and then sumbat u with mcD icecream like u did to me the night before i left ;/

but look on the brightside. ur gonna study there with him! soon baby...

kawa Boo! blogged at 10:45 am

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shiewa and jason are already in sydney by now. omg. i wonder how they're doing. really wanna skype with them soon. hmmm.. i wonder how seyra is as well?? wish u guys all the best! XD miss you mucho much!!

kawa Boo! blogged at 2:16 am

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Monday, February 16, 2009

happy birthday sayangku <3

kawa Boo! blogged at 6:46 pm

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Sunday, February 15, 2009

emotional rollercoaster : aznal's going to london instead - the mom said so that his cousins can look after him and make sure he doesnt party too much! hoho!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

i love you baby!!! <3

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:22 pm

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Friday, February 13, 2009

baby - from studying in london (he's coming to uk! YAY!!!) to oxford(oo lala! so much nearer!! hoho) and now to dublin... what???

i dont like
you're gonna be so far away
...

;((

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:05 pm

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009

nik dropped his brand new handphone (while i scream as it fell)! hoho. from ugly to uglier :P

oh oh! and shaun gave me a banana ;) he wanted to put it on my doorstep (idk whats up with guys and door gifts) but he woke up late... as usual. haha. so i got it during lunch instead. THANK YOUUUS!!! XD

and uhm... kak irna, a post grad who's a very good friend to joe is super sick. she hasnt been sleeping well inspite of eating A LOT of of sleeping pilss (i hope she wont overdose or anything). she's been having body aches everywhere. she's been having nightmares and cries while trying to sleep - trying to endure the pain. medical care here is ABSURDLY STUPID! i mean. GAH! wth. u need appointments for EVERYTHING??! im just so effing pissed at how lousy it is especially for a country so advanced. appointments and people in pain dont go hand in hand!!

ahhh.. well. in any case. i really hope its something medicine can help. gah! i hate things i dont understand. hope u get well soon ;/

kawa Boo! blogged at 3:27 pm

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

lolololololol.

got out of the shower and guess who i saw stooping in front of my (bedroom) door? NIK! bahahahahahha! with his puppy dog face he was holding a pack of cookies in one hand and a box of brownies in another. LOL. comel babi sial! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. im so gonna get fatter. nik. no more cookies pls. we're gonna stay at the place u found for us. so we're TOTALLY even XD

we got an apartment! yay!!! super effing yeay!!!!!! im so happy. its behind the bus station, its on the 3rd floor with a communal garden which has a park as well. it has 3 bedrooms (a single, a queen and an in between - im taking the in between one) which are quite spacious. the place is really warm, with a cosy kitchen. Eventhough there's no tv room, they have a balcony which is quite spacious with pots of soil. someone was growing POTATOES! they were so huuuggeee!!! haha. im so gonna grow things too. they have plenty of storage space. the place is carpeted and the bathroom has a tub.

i'm definitely planning to make it homy-er. wish mak su was here to help! i so can use her advice on decorations :P

happy-happy-joy-joy
(havent felt like this in awhile. things are looking up ;))

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:53 pm

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uh. okay. talked things through. me + nik = friends yay!

so yeah. he's human. lalela. we're good ;) it sounds sappy. but yeah. he's like that sometimes. lololol. not to mention the typos;

"so. that incidnet left me thiking. about the decisoin i made. and the effect of it. i wanna be a great leader kara. so.. it made me think really deep about some consequences of my decisions. it may be to my likings but may not be right for some. so to some extend.. this was one ( first) decision i made which i though.. was morally wronf base on my intuition. sooo... hahaha. that was what i was thiking when i walked down from campus that night. *missing texts. lol* u knwo.. i actually ran out of ideas to make u forgive me.. so. I almost bought 7 packets of cookies for this week - everyday u dont forgive me u get one. i was plannig to call ju to help. put it infront of your door then pg tadi. x sempat. i was late infact ! dah lah x mandi and all. tido pun x cukup. oh well.. it was either cookies or harassing you. follow you whever you go.. but then i though. i have to do my lab so xde mase. seriously !!!!! i was thinking all night ! ish. i slept at 4. set alarm at 7 to buy cookies but then too tired.woke up late Everything x jadi. lol ! oohh please !| and the drama ! the torture of thinking i just killed someone. i donno. i though everone was like judging me. you're the innocent young girl. and im the guy who i doono.. betrayed freidns ? sounds terrible !"


hahahah. i also felt bad since i sorta had bad thoughts of him like him tergolek down the slippery slope on his way back. haha. so yeah. we're even

XD

kawa Boo! blogged at 1:21 am

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Sunday, February 08, 2009

gah! i know i've been busy. wasnt able to talk to u in awhile. been going out for viewings since friday. i miss you...

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:33 pm

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honestly. if i were u. i'd die of guilt. lemme tell u.. my concience is a big part of me. maybe thats why i wouldnt even THINK of ditching someone to get a better deal for myself. but yeah. i'm over it. i learnt what i would have never learnt in sri aman or kms. there are friends like that. it REALLY hurt to find out what i should have known.. surprisingly. but one day of hating - not bad. i thought it would've lasted longer. well, i might never see u the same way as before. but we're cool ;)

do i sound sarcastic? lol. im not. this is how i cheer myself up. no use making fuss over things that has already happened right.

so. wanna know why i wrote that? basicly. i spent the last 2 months looking for 5 bedroom houses for our housing next year that fitted my priority - good location, fitted nik's priority - pretty and well.. everyone wants a spacious place. so yeah. spent about 40-50 hours (im serious) on it but couldnt find any. so. thats fine. we'll just wait for the list of properties for rental from the university to come out.

Friday. 9am sharp. everyone was on their computers, rushing through the house listing for 5 bedrooms. we made calls and got viewings for that day itself, saturday, monday and tuesday. the house on friday was ruled out - yeah. and saturday's viewing was cancelled as someone got to it first somehow. and later that afternoon, nik and shaun announced that they got a 2 bedroom apartment. ok. my fault. i knew they were looking for a 2 bedroom apartment just in case but didnt actually think they'd have the heart to leave us 3. so yeah. they did. im sure they feel awful now but nevertheless... i *especially* felt abandoned. yeah yeah. sappy me. i almost cried but i didnt. im so proud of myself ;) ... but that was prolly because i was having such bad headaches that day.

nways. now we're looking for a 3 bedroom apartment. got a viewing later. and gonna call up an agency tomorrow. hope at least ONE THING goes well :D
*fingers crossed*

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:39 am

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Saturday, February 07, 2009

my soul mate's a red head

kawa Boo! blogged at 5:57 pm

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Friday, February 06, 2009

the worst part of reminiscing all the times we've spent together is not being able to hug u after that. wish we were doing this while having dinner in delicious instead. all the times we've spent together. i'll never forget them. from standard 5, up to uni... and hopefully till we have a bunch of grandkids! u'll forever be my soulmate. im sorry for all the tears ive caused you and those few fights we've had in the past 11 years but im gratefull for all the thick and thin, tears of joy or sadness we've been through. i miss you so much baby! its almost been 5 months since ive been with u and i think this is the longest we've gone - to not see each other ;( i miss u finishing my sentences. i miss u undertsanding what im trying to say when everyone else doesnt. i miss u always having being there for me. i miss ur laughter. i miss ur silly sarcasm. i miss doing EVERYTHING with you. you've made time fly by so fast (i tertype fats! hahahah). kk. enuff emoing ing. i miss you!!! xxnikiee. MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!! <3

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:02 pm

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went for the viewing yesterday (it was a snow day! all classes -- CANCELED! woohoo!). didnt quite like the house. no lounge area - majority of the rooms are WAYYY to small!

the list of properties was released by the uni earlier today. Booked for 5 viewings in total. one later today (again. snow day! all classes -- CANCELED! woohoo!), one tomorrow, 2 on monday and one more on tuesday.

really hope we find a new house for - me, b, joe, nik and shaun ;)

kawa Boo! blogged at 2:14 pm

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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

angau: i want youuu!!

kawa Boo! blogged at 9:00 pm

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just got back from BAMSA's meeting (malaysian-singaporean bath society) and tadaaa... i'm in a "si tanggang" play and was chosen to play the spoilt wife, princess. lemme emphasize on the point where i was chosen for the spoilt part. lol. do i look THAT manja?? im not sure whether to take that as a compliment or not. haha but im gonna take it as a compliment either way ;) so uhm. joe's gonna be tanggang and nik the king. LoL. so funny. nik's my 'papa' and joe's father in law. hahahaha.

nways. i was sick yesterday. had a slight fever and BAAADD sore throat plus a massive headache. i think it was cause it started to snow that day and i wasnt used to the environment. nways. i rei-ki ed my self to sleep and slept from 7pm to 11am. i felt so much better after tat! my fever was gone and that just leaves me with my sore throat. and later after tat nik popped by my room and brought me my triple choc cookies. hoho! we finally got our first house viewing - tomorrow. its affordable, needs a bit of climbing up the stairs up the hill to get there but that should be good for me and it has a good view of the town since its on a hill. yay! here's the link. http://www.dragon-property.co.uk/student/alexandraA.htm hope it all goes well. will post some pictures up if i can get it from nik's camera phone tomorrow. can't wait!

ps. i might be getting back my lost friend and aznal sms-ed. hahahahahah. despite the cold, it's been a good day! scratch that. GREAT day!

kawa Boo! blogged at 4:05 pm

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