Sunday, February 08, 2009

honestly. if i were u. i'd die of guilt. lemme tell u.. my concience is a big part of me. maybe thats why i wouldnt even THINK of ditching someone to get a better deal for myself. but yeah. i'm over it. i learnt what i would have never learnt in sri aman or kms. there are friends like that. it REALLY hurt to find out what i should have known.. surprisingly. but one day of hating - not bad. i thought it would've lasted longer. well, i might never see u the same way as before. but we're cool ;)

do i sound sarcastic? lol. im not. this is how i cheer myself up. no use making fuss over things that has already happened right.

so. wanna know why i wrote that? basicly. i spent the last 2 months looking for 5 bedroom houses for our housing next year that fitted my priority - good location, fitted nik's priority - pretty and well.. everyone wants a spacious place. so yeah. spent about 40-50 hours (im serious) on it but couldnt find any. so. thats fine. we'll just wait for the list of properties for rental from the university to come out.

Friday. 9am sharp. everyone was on their computers, rushing through the house listing for 5 bedrooms. we made calls and got viewings for that day itself, saturday, monday and tuesday. the house on friday was ruled out - yeah. and saturday's viewing was cancelled as someone got to it first somehow. and later that afternoon, nik and shaun announced that they got a 2 bedroom apartment. ok. my fault. i knew they were looking for a 2 bedroom apartment just in case but didnt actually think they'd have the heart to leave us 3. so yeah. they did. im sure they feel awful now but nevertheless... i *especially* felt abandoned. yeah yeah. sappy me. i almost cried but i didnt. im so proud of myself ;) ... but that was prolly because i was having such bad headaches that day.

nways. now we're looking for a 3 bedroom apartment. got a viewing later. and gonna call up an agency tomorrow. hope at least ONE THING goes well :D
*fingers crossed*

kawa Boo! blogged at 11:39 am