Monday, March 08, 2010

As cocky as this sounds, I think I changed quite a lot since when I first came here to Bath. Im able to 'bring myself' better than I usually would in my first year... well, as an aspiring engineer. Hehe. For example, in high school I use to be able to be one of the group leaders and stuff like that. and I liked it even.. but once I reached Bath, I felt timid and inadequate (i still do actually) and started to become more of a worker than a team leader.. which i don't mind from time to time but come on, it's so much fun-er to be really involve in something rather than just do what you're told to do :)

..which I just figured out when I compared myself when I did Design 1 projects (semester 1, year 1) and Design 4 projects(semester 2, year 2). It's actually really fun figuring out what's wrong with a design and trying to figure out how to work around things and such. (Assuming you don't get stuck) I mean, obviously I'm not totally independent yet to do anything on my own but I hope I will be by the end of my course. It's an awesome feeling to be useful.

On a Kara's being childish note, for this particular project, every time I come up with an idea/realised a problem with the design I give myself a pat on a back or spontaneously shout out "I contributed!" hahahhaa... which Shaun said was weird-ing out the lecturers since I should be contributing anyway. LOL!


...this post is totally tunggang terbalik. but I'm blogging for me.

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